Q: I've mostly seen through the illusion of self but I’m stuck on the WHY of it all. Having a false self feels like a sick joke played on humanity. I feel trapped and targeted. Does this go away?

A: What you’re describing isn’t unusual. I’ve worked with Jumpers experiencing full scale paranoid episodes relating to this very thing, and if you read through the questions in this portal you’ll see versions of it.

When someone begins seeing through the structures of the false self, sometimes this type of reaction forms and it becomes a kind of snag. W…